Something I cannot shake off and is still obsessing over.
Universe, you work in the strangest ways. Whenever I try to get away from someone, you always bring them back to me. What are the odds, that amongst about a thousand people, you had to put him in front of me. Worse still, you put him in front of me with a girl. Sure, they weren’t doing anything or looked like they were a couple, but there could’ve been something going on there for all I know.
I’ve been trying to hard to get him out of my head, to let him go, but you had to put him in front of me.
Maybe you’re giving me a real sign to say goodbye, that he is seeing someone. Maybe you’re trying to tell me he doesn’t even care enough about me for me to carry on thinking about him.
I don’t know what your intentions are, I just wish it didn’t have to be this way.
Haven’t felt that stab in my heart in a long time now, and this feeling sucks.