I don’t know why, but now that I’m so close to leaving, I don’t feel like I wanna leave. There’s this part of me that’s feeling really depressed about going. I don’t know if it’s because I feel like there are unfinished business with some people here or not. Maybe I just need proper closure to say goodbye and let it all go.

It bugs me, it really does. I told myself I’m not letting myself be emotionally attached, and I don’t feel like I am, but I just need a proper closure, a proper ending, that’s all. I don’t know why I’m feeling like that all of a sudden.

I should never let emotions overcome me. It’s ridiculous how I feel.

I tell myself to not be emotionally attached, but there’s a part of me that wished you wanted me more.